so lets review...

Ok, Josh has very kindly brought the fact that my blog is boring to my attention:

Sexual Healy 08: your blog bores me immensely

Thank you, Josh.

So lets go over the past three weeks or so...

I have:

lost one boyfriend
gained a different one 2 weeks later
I am still confused about that second one...
I have got several people really pissed at me
somehow i dont really care about that...
i'm sick...AGAIN
I have decided that school is completely pointless now,
since i have taken most of my finals and now only have 2 real classes
I have been spending alot of time in the dot
track is almost over...thank the lord
i put up a bunch of new pics on myspace (i know i'm lame, dont care!)
i am almost out of ben and jerry's ice cream... :-(
went to bob jo's the other day and got a black cow, which was interesting
stole josh's tennis racket out of his car
I am making plans to have some of my boys over for dinner

so that is almost everything in a nutshell...of course i could elaborate on it, but i might offend people. and we musnt have that now!

My head hurts from being sick. A little while ago I was feeling better, but then someone had to leave me and I felt worse. Then I ate a banana. Go me.

So I really need summer to start now. It is just beginning to smell like summer, but of course I can't enjoy it because I am sick again and I can't smell a thing. I hate school. And I feel really sorry for those who say that the high school years are the best years of their lives. Poor boring pathetic souls. If high school is going to be the best years of my life, then kill me now please.

I am pretty very extremely happy with said new boyfriend. It was really a surprise and I don't care if we offend anyone, because that is certainly not my intent in this relationship. People can say what they want, but they can't ruin or make me feel guilty for my happiness. This so far has been completely different than anything else, and I just love that. Anything different is good, to quote one of my favorite movies, Groundhog Day.

Mina Hungry

I don't feel like making anything to eat. Oh well...


ANYWAYS....prom is tomorrow, and I am actually kinda excited for it. My dress is amazing, my shoes are amazing, my earrings rock...I can't wait to get dressed up...!


That is about all.

So...

I've been single for almost a week now. It took some getting used to, thats for sure, but now I am just fine. My friends did a marvelous job stepping up to fill in the hole that the breakup left. I'm glad that everything was on good terms...much better than my last breakup.

In closing, I am looking forward to the rest of school and having a free summer.

Have a nice day! :-)

Will it never end????

I am sick. AGAIN!!!!!!!!! Now I have an effing hacking cough to deal with right during an important part of track season. Maybe I am allergic to this year. It needs to end. Now.

A novel idea.

I love books. I love reading them, owning them, buying them...

but that isn't the point of this entry.

The point is that I have been reading novels for so long that they have become predictable. It is so easy to see what is going to happen, and what the characters should do when faced with problems. The novel is planned out. Disaster strikes, but in the novels i read, everything usually turns out ok in the end.

Don't you wish life could be that way?

Yeah sure. I sound sappy and idiotic. But I have been feeling this way for a while now. I feel that if I were reading my life, then I could predict exactly what to do and what will happen. I can't analyze my life and it frustrates me. Maybe if I wrote EVERYTHING down and went back over it, then I could realize my mistakes and figure out what to do next. Maybe I could write in a little more excitement, and write out the drama.

I feel like I am wandering down a dark hallway without a flashlight. I'm not drepressed or broody about anything. I just wish it were easier to figure out what to do next.

have you ever...

sat back and watched something happen and just think to yourself: "oh goodness no..." ?

seems like I do too much these days.

Prom

Do I have to go? I'm kinda really sick of everyone talking about it. It really isn't that much fun anyway.

grrr.

So Lo, Mel, and I went shopping today so Lo could find a dress. Which she did, but didn't bring money for it.

sigh.

I wish I was insanely rich so I could buy all the pretty dresses for my friends. So I could just say "shut up, I'm buying it, and you're wearing it."

I'm really tired so I think that shall be all for today.